what happened to your stockings?

did she like tie-die it herself? argh..cute!

bunderan h.i's darkest hour

in response to WWF's Earth Hour campaign
Jakarta switched most of her lights for one hour last nite.
the metropolitan sure looked different without the glam lighting on the weekend.
people gathered at bunderan trying to capture the moment.
and these were all I've got with my phone cam. ugh.

antrhopology lesson #184890

case study : the egocentrics

• Characteristic : arrogant, self-absorbed, always put themselves first in any circumstances
• Dangerous mindset : apologizing/ admitting mistakes = weakness
• Result #1: they won't apologize or admit any of their mistake for whatever reason
• Result #2 : people around them got hurt, esp. the closest ones
  
• What to do : prove-wrong their mindset by doing the opposite --> not afraid to apologize and admit your mistake which would show how much better it is to be humble rather than being arrogant and egocentric.

Caution : it's up to the person whether they want to change or not. you can't force it.
and for that reason, you have to really consider this --> if the person's heart is big enough to realize that he needs to change, and that he is willing to do so,the person is worth it. if he still holds on to his pride...(answer this yourself)

Quick fact : we all have that egocentric side in us. some people just have it in a way bigger portion than we do. and they don't know how to minimize it.

lesson learned.

romansick.

you've gotten on my last nerve, mr.

my very last strength to stand up for us.

my rotten heart is getting too weak to take in

the chronic pain in my chest.

selfishness. impatience. they're killing me, mr.

i've gone from 'careless' & 'lack of attention'
to 'caring too much & nagging'

never enough, hey mr?

job, acitivity, money?

moz : i need a job, dude.
h.g : a job, an activity, or the money?
moz : hmm...actually, i just need to fulfill my ever-living passion & dreams.
h.g : then do so.

-- do so?

talk on the microphone
to hundreds and thousands of people
on tv and radio?

write articles read by thousands?
make movies watched by millions?

i will! i will!

back in the island

I'm back in the island y'all. The place where my last name is rooted, Ambon Manise.
i guess i'm getting away from all of the pressure in the big city.

relaxing, helping thousands of people along with my parents, and just being happy.

i'll get back to Jakarta for my late 14.14 celebration with r, gdemganjas arisan, job interviews, and oakenfeld's performance at segarra.

in the mean time, let me take a sip of the coconut juice with fried bananas company.

oh la la.

again, wisdom from dad

Pernahkah dalam hidupmu, engkau menyuruh datang dini hari,
Atau fajar kau tunjukkan tempatnya?
Apakah engkau telah masuk sampai ke perbendaharaan salju,
atau melihat perbendaharaan hujan batu?
Siapakah yang menggali saluran bagi hujan deras,
dan jalan bagi kilat guruh?
Siapa dapat mencurahkan tempayan-tempayan langit?

Oleh perintahmu kah burung elang terbang,
mengembangkan sayapnya menuju selatan?
Atas permintaanmu kah rajawali terbang membumbung,
dan membuat sarangnya di tempat tertinggi?

Sebelum kamu cukup berhikmat untuk melakukan semua diatas,
Kamu nggak berhak memprotes Sang Pencipta.

-- Papa, during breakfast, reading the book of Job.