not too cold, not too warm.

it's easier to constantly make a big deal of your emotion and feelings
and forget about anything else that matters most

it's easier to use your emptiness
as an excuse to go astray
justifying the thoughts of lowering your standard
by saying 'i feel like it' or 'i just can't help it'

it never gets you anywhere.

feelings and emotions are shaky
they're vulnerable, unstable, and ever-changing
which makes relying on them hundred times more dangerous than you realize.

basing your life on how you feel
is selfish and moreover, damaging
to yourself, career, relationship, future, everything.

i've tried my hands on this in the past 3 months
and all i can say is: it's exhausting.

we are constantly overwhelmed with ever-changing feelings and emotions
it's very human, yet it's not an excuse.

make sure you keep your heart in balance. not too cold, not too warm.
just right enough to keep you going.